It all started,
With that one bag.
It all ended,
With that one shot.
Got a letter from the Police 500 € for something i dont even know i did fuck this shit !
and 3 days now without Lorazepam its a nightmare i havent slept longer then 3 hours for about 10 nights i have lost 8 kilos in 22 days (dont worry im 110 now) . The doc would have even put me on zopiclone for 3 nights . I refused and we made a good deal i can have one zopiclone for 1 night only , when ever i want because 3 nights is to much . Knowing that i could is what makes it easier for me . Doesn’t work for every body
having an emergency diazepam hidden in the clinic park before detox is completely normal . It’s just so i know if i want to end the withdrawals i can and i wouldn’t have to sit on a Train for 2 hours severly shaking and throwing up ! Not once have i touched one of them while detoxing !