7×40mg Methaddict tabs(methadone)the brand name is fantastic sarcastic ! In 24 day I had 60mg twice and it helped to not completely freak out because of the anxiety during benzo withdrawal .I asked the doctor if he coukd give 30mg more on the first weekend and he said no i can give you 30mg but not just for 3 days im not a dealer . Next sentence do you want us to give you more lyrica (pregabalin) and then he said you can always have 1mg of Lorazepam if you feel like needing a break for a day or two . WTF 


Im really looking forward to being abke to write propwe english again . It took 20 minutes to write this and i sometimes even switch to german while typing =)

7×40mg Methaddict tabs(methadone)the brand name is fantastic sarcastic ! In 24 day I had 60mg twice and it helped to not completely freak out because of the anxiety during benzo withdrawal .I asked the doctor if he coukd give 30mg more on the first weekend and he said no i can give you 30mg but not just for 3 days im not a dealer . Next sentence do you want us to give you more lyrica (pregabalin) and then he said you can always have 1mg of Lorazepam if you feel like needing a break for a day or two . WTF


Im really looking forward to being abke to write propwe english again . It took 20 minutes to write this and i sometimes even switch to german while typing =)

22 days

and 3 days now without Lorazepam its a nightmare i havent slept longer then 3 hours for about 10 nights i have lost 8 kilos in 22 days (dont worry im 110 now) . The doc would have even put me on zopiclone for 3 nights . I refused and we made a good deal i can have one zopiclone for 1 night only , when ever i want because 3 nights is to much . Knowing that i could is what makes it easier for me . Doesn’t work for every body